Photoshop Day!

Hari ini hari Sabtu, ada bengkel belajar Adobe Photoshop
anjuran PETAKOM & group bisnes kami.
Apa lagi, aku pun sibuk sibuk belajar sama.
Dari pukul 8 pagi sampai 5 petang.
Sudah tentulah ada rehat. Haish.
(Orang lain dah lama pandai, aku baru terhegeh-hegeh. hikhik.)
Tidak mengapa, nak belajar tak boleh malu-malu. Hehe.

Di bawah ini adalah hasil pertama aku. Huahuahua.
Buruk gila.
(Ya, aku sedar)
Hehe.

Dan...
setelah belajar dan belajar dan belajar selama satu hari suntuk
Make, di bawah ini adalah hasil ke-dua aku.
Waaaaaaaaaa
Cantik cantik
(Ya, aku sedar juga)
Muahahahha

Di kesempatan ini juga, aku nak mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada

Mamat, Amri dan Shura

di atas segala tunjuk ajar mereka.

(Mereka dah pro)

Hehe.

Sekian.

Thank you

Hellew~

(Happy tone coz just got back from 3 days of happiness with Fee. Hehe)

Now, see the pic? Need I say more?

Thank you Shaleen!! Sorry I figured it out this late =)

And i'd like to take this opportunity to thank my other friends too... (sorry couldnt list the names... Alamak, bile bace lagi sekali macam skema la pulak. haha.)

Thanks for the wishes, gifts, cards, messages, and phone calls.

Thank you, friends.

Also (even though most of them won't read this)

Mak, abah, angah, syirah, danial, aunts, mama and finally my darling Hanafee... thank you... so much.. for everything..

I love you, all.

friendship + forever

I used to have or maybe still have problems with putting thoughts to words (no wonder I don like essay writing) and started writing to fix that. It worked. Hehe.

So wats up with this “ friendship forever” thing? When I was a kid..in primary school days to be exact, I had this one group of friends (all girls). We shared stories and gossips…and did things together. And even liked or admired the same boy! Every time we wrote “BIODATA SAYA” or “ WHO’S THIS GIRL?” (u know la kan..kids dulu dulu suke ade buku simpan profiles kengkawan hehe ), it always ended up with “friends forever”. Well, it’s the past. history. Good old days… and sweet old memories that I’ll always cherish and am proud I was a part of that Sekolah Rendah Taman Rinting 1. *smiles*

I am 21. I’ve made lotsa friends along the journey. Close friends. Gitu-gitu friends. Normal friends. Best friends. Old friends. Special friends. Come to think of it. Can friends be categorized into groups? Let’s fikirkan bersama. Hehe. Right. Tak baik diskriminasi ni… but percaya atau tidak… jika saya katakan…that we tend to classify things into certain groups whether it’s intentionally or unintentionally.

Now. 2007. where the hell is my group of friends from primary school? Where is the “member ber5” from SAMURA? Where are all those people who used to say and write “friends forever”? Where are they? Why don’t they keep in touch with me anymore? Lets not point out to them la kan, instead, the question should be.. why don’t I keep in touch with them anymore? *Thinking*

Forever. there’s no such thing as forever unless we are in heaven or hell. Come on la, nowadays forever can mean a year, two weeks time, a month, or even miliseconds. If those friends do not call or sms u anymore although u have tried to reach them for so many times then Move on. Our lives need to keep going. Or maybe someone is being so emotional about this whole friendship thing. Hehe.

I came across this sentence. People changed. It’s just that, we forgot to tell each other. Ha.. that’s it. I just forgot to tell u that I’ve changed and vise versa. Time changed and so do you and me. and I am not disappearing, as some people put it. I am juz giving wat I have to offer. And those r love and friendship from here.

somewhere

Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework..


and the incessant forwards
and the friendships and the calls
to each other complaining about CrUsHeS and
BF/GF!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old
friends and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and
the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewhere
between all of the changing and growing...
somewhere between the classes and the skipping
classes...and the StUdYiNg for teStS...And the
PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS...
And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS...


I forgot--I forgot what ScHooL was all about.
Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck coffee,
and Mc Donald's... paying bills and then not paying bills...
Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing,
then reappearing... I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you
happy... And that pretending to
be SmArT doesn't make you smart .. I forgot
that you can't just forget the past in
fear of the FUTURE... I forgot that you
can't control falling in LoVe..
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*
.... I learned that I can LOVE... I
learned that it's okay to MEsS UP....
And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's
okay to feel like crap... I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiN
and wHINe to all your friends for a whole day........
I learned that sometimes the things you want
most you just can't have and the things that
you look for are right in front of you.
I learned that the greatest thing about
HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working world
it isn't about the parties or the
DRiNKiNG or the Hookups ...
It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.


I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to talk about...
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things...
I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ...
but with the love and support of friends - you survive...
I've learned that when you start feeling BaD
about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost!
They too, are feeling the same way....
I learned that letters from friends are the
most important things. And that sending cards to your
friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned
that my friends........ Both old and new..... are the most important
people to me in the world AND.......without them, I wouldn't be who

I am today.....
So this is a THANK YOU to all of my friends...

For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms
or we have lost touch... I will always have an unconditional
love for you.. ~Always and forever ~