Wide Awake

It's 12.46 AM and i am still wide awake i can't sleep. I don't know why. Usually i slept early.

Watching Hanee's sleeping face makes me smiles. 90% ikut muka Daddy. Bibir mungil. Bulu mata panjang. Pipi pau. Muka bulat. But no dimple like Mommy. Huhu. But It's okay. =) Thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah.

Just installed a blogger app for mobile. This post is made from the app. I just wanna try the app and see how it goes.

I checked some of the blogs which i used to follow..some of them have stopped writing...since 2009..2012.. Some still writes but not as often as they used to. =) I understood...semua sudah bekerja and ada yg sudah berkahwin...so..ya...we dont have time to write anymore... hehe.

Hmm. I plan to write about the experience of losing a loved one...of giving birth...of struggles as single mother..of everything that we have experienced. =)

Please do not get me wrong. Bukannya nak menyedihkan diri dengan ingat perkara lepas. No no... sharing all those makes me happy and i hope we can learn something from it too. I know whats past is past and i need to move on. Hey, this is me moving on lah ni. Sebab dah start blogging. Haha.

Please wait patiently for the stories or experience, ya?

Take care all of you. Good night.

Love,
S

Live life to the fullest even if im not around...

Here. 

A birthday post by him...years ago..
*smiles*

I love you Abang, I love you still.

Your page meets mine...

^_^

How to be a worst girlfriend

It was on the loo when i thought of....."Oh crap! I forgot to do a birthday post for my boyfriend!" And people, that is the 1st point on how to be a worst girlfriend. Let's continue to number two.

2. Melambat-lambatkan ucapan "Happy Birthday" when he's already showing you the time with his handphone that it's already 12.15 mid night.
3. Let him pay for all the things and meals on his birthday.
4. Not even buying him a cake or presents or gifts.
5. Making him drive you to your uncle's house so that you can spend time with your family instead of him on his birthday.
6. Say something that shock him while driving till he lost his temper at you.
7. Making him withdraw money from his card because your card's chip is outdated.

In other words, no special treatment on his birthday. Oh, how teruk i am to Hanafee. *kecewa* And so am gonna write something for him.

Dear Hanafee/Glow giver/Superman/Boyfriend/Husband,

I'm sorry I've been bad. I am probably the worst girlfriend in the list but i know it's because i am so worst i am tatooed in your mind you can't leave me. Heh. =P

Happy Birthday. Thank you for being so patient with me and for being so cool and comforting everytime i needed you.

Please stay healthy and strong. Please don't smoke. I'm gonna keep on throwing and hiding the cigs and making arrogant faces in front of your friends just because you keep on smoking regardless in front of me or not. I am clever. I've been living with a smoker for 24 years i know how a smoker smells.

I'm going to stay with you no matter what, no matter how bad i am, i will stay. And i hope you too. And I'm gonna keep on reminding myself to begin with the end in mind so that i won't hurt you in the future.

Please don't work too hard till you fall sick. I love you.

Summer's Christmas Gift

Gambar Hiasan. Beg sebenar penulis bukan 100% seperti ini tapi dah 95% nak dekat sama. hehe

Hellew!! *cheerful expression*. How was your Christmas everyone? Hopefully, it was filled with Happiness, Blessings and Joy.

Since we don't celebrate Christmas, so we didn't exchange gifts. However, my family and I went window shopping for flooring and WHITE bedroom set. Note, white. I was excited like hell! Can't wait to have a brand new look for my room. Wee~ Currently am sharing the room with my sister, and soon with future husband, wahahaha *naughty laugh*. And of course, my sister has to sleep somewhere else. =P Anyway, that's not the main topic now.

The highlight of this post is................ after one year being a working lady....I finally got myself a gift! Yay! A handsome Country Hide classic leather messenger bag. Since i'm hyperactive (haha), but still i want comfort, style and function all wrapped in one....so the bag is perfect! Oh, what makes it even more perfect is the fact that it was chosen by Hanafee when he came here three weeks ago. *smiles*

My HANDSOME bag has a name. It is Hyun Joong. Wahahhahaha. You don't know who Kim Hyun Joong is? Go google! =D

p/s: Did you get yourself a gift?

Kerjayaku Model

Dulu. Salah satu cita-cita aku nak jadi model. Nak pakai baju cantik sambil jalan buat muka serius macam tak peduli orang sekeliling sebab macam paling lawa paling hot.

Kalau nak jadik model, kena tinggi, kaki panjang, muka tak cantik takpe asal unik, kulit tak putih takpe asal cantik takde jerawat, and ramai orang kata kena kurus, and kena konfiden.

Bersungguh-sungguh aku berlatih dari kecik jalan macam model, dabik dada macam model, hayun tangan macam model, kepala kena chin up macam model, senyum sombong macam model. Semua lah macam model!

Setelah masuk umur 18 tahun.... aku masih kurus. Yay! Lulus! Tapi.... aku tak tinggi-tinggi, kaki tak panjang-panjang, lepas kena chicken pox muka ada jerawat la pulak....

Kawan baik aku kata, "ko mana boleh jadi model, ko ada lesung pipit! Lesung pipit ni dah dikira cacat tau tak? Model kena perfect. Tak boleh cacat. Haha"
Adik pulak kata, "nak jadi model gigi kena lawa, gigi berterabur ada hati nak jadi model. Hahaha"

Haih. Isk isk isk. Terkubur lah cita-cita masa kecil aku begitu sahaja....

Tapi...tapi...nak tau tak? Masa sekolah SSI, ada pertandingan model kat asrama, lawan antara dorm, model model mesti junior yang baru masuk form 1. Masa ini aku senior dah.

Dan..... tempat pertama, kedua and ketiga semua junior junior dorm aku yang bolot weyh!!

Dan..... dan..... cuba teka siapa yang bersungguh-sungguh melatih mereka berjalan macam model?? Siap letak kayu penyapu kat pinggang tahan dengan tangan tuh! Posture, posture kena tegak beb. hehehe

Funny...how time flies. Now dah tak terasa nak jadik model pun. Sebab dah sedar diri. Hahahaha. Nonetheless, i still love watching any catwalk/model/fashion show. Aku suka tgk keyakinan mereka mereka yg berjalan di khalayak orang ramai.

Yes, Confidence attracts me.

And i guess, ade hikmah for everything. Yes, i'm short, i'm pimply, gigi berterabur, kurus keding pulak tu, but Hanafee loves me. *winks* Terima kasih Tuhan.

*smiles* cita-cita korang dulu nak jadi apa?

Inside Joke

To Sabrina....

See I told you it wasnt just me! heheh Someone feels the same way too in PostSecret.

p/s - For everyone, i think you can pretty much figure it out right? heheh

I love you Sayang

Have a colorful weekend!!

Dear (say your name here),

Please consider these colorful rocks as my gift to you.

If you feel like your life is colorless, think of this gift.
I hope and wish you have a bright colorful day on this Sunday.
No matter how tired you are, think of my colorful rocks.
I can make you smile and color you life beautiful.
*smiles*

p/s: Which color do you like?

Yippie Yai Yay!!

Hari ini Johor Cuti.
Cuti Hari Hol Almarhum Sultan Johor.

Tidak perlu ke tempat pekerjaan dan...
Tiada Isnin yang Biru!!
(Baca Monday Blues)

Yay!!!
=D

Childhood Memory

=D
Hehe.
Found this while tidying up my magical box
which i kept all my artsy staff and colorful papers.

Given by my childhood kawan karib
who happened to be the most popular girl in primary school

SKTR 1
God how I miss the school
and my childhood
and the girls
and the teachers

It's funny
though we are living in the same hometown
in the same Taman Rinting
we hardly find time to catch up with each other

Nasib baik kawan karib yang seorang ini
pandai buat blog
boleh keep in touch online
hehe