Surgery

Hanafee's going for surgery today. this morning. what saddens me the most is i am not allowed to come to kl. what saddens me the most is he's not telling me which hospital. what saddens me the most is he even told his brothers not to tell me the hospital's name. what saddens me the most is i was so far far away when his mother passed away.. and now i am still far far away when he's in pain. i am so sad he doesnt wanna share his pain with me... selfish selfish selfish!! as much as he's hurting now.. it hurts me too that i cant be by his side...now i am hating this long distance relationship we have.

ok he just called me, and his surgery is at 10 am. and i am still in masai??!! *crying*

This One’s For You

You are who I think you are
You are who I think as a star
Promised light and friendship from afar
Yet faith and soul seem apart so far
If soul I keep then in faith I look upon new horizons
Shall God besiege me, leaving me too far behind
And in time I keep faith
In time I keep hope
For what we want and what we see might make us better than slope
But just as far as faith and hope
Then time shall let me cope
Only one for you and hope I will not drop.

The end




p/s: From a stranger, sent to me via e-mail dated 4th June 2003, Wednesday, with the title “Tolong lah jangan ingat aku gila”.

Anyway, guess who was the stranger? =)

Koleksi Ruang Tamu

Dah lama tak blog pasal dekor dekor dekor
(sila baca dgn berlagu mcm dalam tv. heh)

So now, i present you, 10 inspirational living room designs!!

suka ini suka ini!!! =D but it would be too girly for hanafee. hmmph.

bold colors + cool wall arts! = awesome!!


simply because i love the green....


i LOVE this!!!


hmmph.. i like the couch.




black red white theme...




minimalist. sesuai utk yg baru kawin. hehe =)

=)

Being happy is a choice

Save the Dolphins

I have just read from Emila Yusof's blog about Dolphins Slaughter in Japan. Most people in Japan don't have any idea that the dolphin slaughter is even happening.

There’s an on-going petition to stop the killing. I’ve already signed the petition and now it’s your turn. Please help spread the word and save the dolphins!!

I'm a dolphin lover! But I never see them live. (Ade ke dolphins di Malaysia? Dugong ade la kot. huhu)

Why do I like dolphins? They symbolize freedom, joy, grace, serenity...

Do you know that when i first started using mIRC ( i was 17), my first nickname was white_dolphin. *smiles*

What's your first nickname for chatting?

Flowers mood

Saya sedang dalam mood yang berbunga-bunga. Hence, the flowery post.

Flowers can instantly make you feel so much happier. They are beautiful to look at and smell good. Don't wait for someone to buy flowers for you. You deserve it, so buy them for yourself.

*smiles*

Bunga apa kamu suka??

What to do with your flower bouquets?

Answer: Make a love garden!!

Don't know? Worry no more, I'll show you how!

First, pluck the petals from your roses. Amazingly, it gives you a good feeling! Place them in a plastic basin together with other flowers you wanna dry.
Next, form a love shape with the rose petals.
You need patience to do this. It's not as easy as you think.

Arrange the other flowers based on your preferences.
(I don't know what's the name of the blue one. heh)

Finally... tadaaa~!! Your love garden!!

After this, you can either press your love garden with heavy books and frame it.
or
take pictures of it and send it to your loved ones.

I did the latter. *smiles*

Happy trying!!